Go Hard or Go Home

Ok people. So I skipped out on my inturnship yesterday and got my first bit of rest yesterday. I slept from like 7:30pm to like around 10:30. As I got up the 1st thing I did was check my phone (force of habbit) and then put on my wrestling on tv. I ended up staying up till like 2am and was in and out of sleep from like 6am to 7:15am and even thou I don't fell as tired as I usually do, I still feel sluggish. Which tells me that I proably need that kind of rest for like a week stright. But at the end of the day, sleep is not the answer and rest is not an option in this business. Forget what I said in my last post. If you want to shine you got to grind, cause your only as bright as the effort you put into polishing that stone unless someone is polishing that stone for you and that is what my inturnship is about, polishing someone elses stone so I can learn and inturn have someone else polish mines. Such is the nature of the business. Now I could of and probly did miss out on an oppertuinity yesterday but I don't know because I wasn't there. Chances are I didn't miss anything at all but in life we should never leave anything up to chance. Why roll the dice when the rules that don't exsit doesn't have a problem with you taking the dice and physically place them on what numbers you please. I was told a long time ago that it is only cheating if you get caught. Look around you. Do you see any offcials? Sure doing things the hard way will make you a better person. But life isn't about working hard its about working smart. And sure. I may not be the smartest of the bunch but the harder I work I begin to see the error of my ways and I get smarter. All this time I spent getting burned out. I could of had a team grinding for me burning themselfs out like my mentor does. And as they get burnt out replace them just like batteries (as he might do to me). I wish I had somebody telling what to do and how to get things done, not like pointing me in the right directions either. I'm talking about tell me all the answers so I can cheat type shit. But such is life. My name is franchise! And I make all the mistakes so you don't have too.don't get deported. Find yourslef and ill ass click and go all out. And when they can't go anymore replace them. For in the end. There is no loyality in being successful. People are just loyal to successful people. Fore in the end. Even the loyalist of loyal is still expendable.

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